Yard sale!!!!!!

Yay! tomorrow is our big yard sale! It will be in auburn from 7-4! if anyone is interested in stopping by let me know!  Jd and i have received amazing donations from friends and family! Thank you so very much to everyone for the donations and also for being there for us!So, i hope for the best tomorrow! Can't wait to be that much closer to an IVF! Still....wishing for baby Flint! xoxo Baby Flint here we come!!!!!!!

God gave me you!

so, my son mattix asked me the other day why i can't have more babies? ( he has an idea of what we are doing) So, my response to him was " well, i asked god the same and i think he would say that he already gave me the most amazing child ever......how could he do it again?" Mattix just loved that and he agreed...ha ha! Even though i would love more children, i do count my every blessing and know how very lucky i am to be his mommy! Even when my emotions get the best of me or i feel sad about the baby process, i get the most amount joy when i can calm down and realize how blessed i am to be mattix's mommy! so.....Count your blessing.......still waiting for baby flint :)

maybe next week!

Okay, so we switched our appointment to another date. waiting on a new one. I hope its after the yard sale. That way i have one thing to work on at a time! ha ha! So excited our yard sale is in  ten days! I really hope its a success! Anything is helpful! Thank you again to everyone who has helped in any way! We are so blessed to have such amazing people in our lives! For now we are just working on the yard sale items and enjoying our mattix time! He told us that when we do get pregnant he wants to name his lil sister or brother........last time he picked batman and bat girl.......... well, I'm sure i can figure out how to incorporate his say in the name! ha ha! I just love him and how excited he is to be a big brother! My lil love bug! Jd and i both agreed on a middle name..........it will be Francis! It will carry on from my grandpa Stan who passed away and from my daddy! It is a very meaningful middle name! I know I'm getting excited here...but wouldn't you? okay! Thanks for all the help everyone! Lots of loves! still...... waiting for baby Flint! xoxo

ughhhh my emotions are getting the best of me!

so, today is becoming very emotional. the appt is coming up monday and im very nervous and excited to go. At the same time jd and i are trying to get a loan. thats very much a waiting game. we are going to apply next week and hope to get it. we will be adding our cars onto it so our payments dont change, so we can comfortably pay on it. so, yep that ups the amount. which in return may lower our chance. im so emotional today. i keep hearing well, now you know what you have to do, so start saving.......ughhhhhhhhh! 4 YEARS!!!!! now that i know i want to act on it. im so emotionally draained and i know only few people know how i feel. But when you have these issues and you get an answer after 4 years, wouldn't you want to go forward?!?! Then i hear, why dont you just pay everything off then try.........well, thats only a few years away in my mind but, something always comes up! cars break down, flood in your house......i could keep going! those are just a few things that have happened to us in the last two months. I know this is such a negative post but thats how im feeling today! I dont know what to do! Any ideas on good loans? Any ideas? im still doing the yard sale and my friend rose is putting on a donation arbonne party for me (very very sweet) no dates yet! i have to figure that out still! Ughhhhhh! still............wishing for baby Flint!

getting the details!

okay! so this monday we have an appointment to get the details about what all we have to do to prep for our IVF! might be pretty emotional but soooo needs to happen. I am so ready after 4 years to get movin! soon! I hope! I will keep you all posted on what they say.......hopefully its not too crazy or more expensive then we were informed. Our yard sale will be on July 28th in auburn at my parents house to help raise the money! if you have anything to donate to the yard sale please let me know! Thank you so much! still......wishing, for baby flint!

Welcome to Our Journey!

Let me start by telling you a little bit about our life. I am a mother of a beautiful 6 year old son named Mattix & the wife of an amazing man named JD. My son is from a previous relationship & the love of our life. JD & I love Mattix and would love to extend our family together. We have been actively trying to conceive for 4 years. After an unimaginable amount of testing & doctor visits, it was recommended we attempt an IUI procedure. We tried many medications & 5 IUI procedures without any luck. We were back to being tested like lab rats! Sadly we were informed that my husband has an untreatable motility complication. The doctors told us our chances of conceiving naturally are 2-5%. While this was devastating news for us, we still feel very blessed that our chance of extending our family through IVF is 85-90%. IVF is such a blessing for us but it will come at a cost. We are looking at $15,000 up front to begin to process. But you can't put a price on family! So here we are. We are very anxious & excited to hopefully start this journey soon & feel so blessed already from all the love & support!