High Hopes

So... our appointment was this Tuesday! It was.....well... a lot to take in! One or two? When? Which meds?  plus a book of info and a lot of paper work to fill out...no doubt that we are ready. I'm just scared of all the meds and the option that baby may not stick! It's scary! My hopes are so high and as much as that worries hubby, my hopes are very high every month around period time! Trust me when you want more kids any symptom is suddenly a pregnancy symptom! I have a headache...i must be pregnant.....I'm a Lil nauseous today...yep I'm for sure pregnant! Every month i do that to myself and not to mention all the ovulation and pregnancy tests i take....i am keeping first response in business for sure!  So as far as the one or two, my doctor informed us of the split option... which means if i put one in it might turn to two, if i put in two it could turn to three or four. Don't get me wrong i really want more kids, I just want to be an adult about it and be fair. I'm not wanting to have 4 babies...at once! So what do you all think? One or two? That is one of our big questions! So, if all goes as planned jd and i are planning on doing the IVF this November. I'm very nervous. We had a talk with mattix about everything and let him know that we are here and that we might have a crazy month but if he ever feels sad or left out to talk with us! Jd and i are very "there" parents. We do not like missing anything! Every soccer game, sing along, class room helper...pretty much love watching my Lil baby grow! I am so proud of him. The last thing I want him to feel is less loved or left out! Any advice on this subject? We are trying and want to make sure that he knows and feels our love for him! Last but not least, The meds that i am supposed to me on are a hormonal roller coaster.....for pretty much for one month i am going to be a crazy woman....then hopefully a hormonal pregnant woman! :) Poor hubby! I do have to take a few shots....like 30 i believe...luckily if jd is at work i have two amazing ladies that offered to help with that one! ( thank you to both of you! ) I don't think i could do that without them! I must say....through this whole roller coaster our support team has been such a blessing and i am so happy and blessed to know such amazing, sweet, caring, and loving people! Thank you for all the love everyone! Seriously! Any advice or help please let me know? This is an overwhelming process and a long time coming! Excited to keep you all posted! Thank you again for everything! Love you all!xoxo still.......wishing for baby Flint! xoxo

come onnnn tuesday!

hi everyone! So we have an appointment this tuesday! I am hoping to set up our invitro process...get it going! I seriously have that on my mind all the time! After waiting for 4 years, i am so impatient.  Mattix is getting excited too! He says he wants to help with everything! its seriously so cute! I just love him! I hope that when i write next time ........tuesday.........That i will have a date set for our procedure! Also, my baby is going to start first grade next week....wahhhh wahhhhh! All day!!!! Im so sad! I cant believe how fast time goes! I love every moment that i spend with him! He is very precious to me! Ok, i hope to bring good news on my next blog post! still....wishing for baby Flint! xoxo

Positive changes!

So to start this all off! YAYYYYYY! yard sale was amazing! I had two of them and may do one more in a few weeks! Hubby and i worked it! ha ha! Mattix even had a lemonade stand! Soooooo cute! He did it with a friend and they had a blast! Whenever he offered lemonade to people and they said no, he would say well you can just have it for free.....what a lil business man.....ha ha! soft hearted lil guy! He even told me that he wanted to donate his lemonade money to the baby fund!...... I wanted to cry! He then realized that he wants a toy! it is the thought that counts! Love him so much! Also we have a dr apt in about a week! So excited for that! Maybe get things going and get a lil more info and what we have to do to get this lil baby of ours here! I just love being a mommy! Thank you again to everyone! All of the wonderful donations and help that we received have been amazing! Mattix and i were talking about baby names and i told him ones that jd and i picked. i said the name mason, he says....mom! i thought i put a stop to that name a long time ago! ha ha! He wants a say in this whole process! He is so very precious to me! Love him! Still waiting for baby Flint!!!!!!!